Imma Fangirl

Yeah, I'm still free, so why not? Ahah.. umm write a new one?
Okay okay *clicks fingers*

I'm back...
This is the new topic I'm gonna talk to you guys!
This topic is typical to teenage girls
about, FANGIRL! I am a fourteen year old girl so, why not to talk about this?.. We explore things people! (sounds cheesy lol) Okay, so this topic I'm gonna tell you guys a bit about my celebrity crush. Is he even a celebrity? lol. Yes, he is. **blush**

Well he is a youtuber and talk about his lifestyle, passions and experiences and that totally inspiring!. I mean he isn't just a people. He is that type of person that inspires people. The way he talks about the lessons that he learnt from his life and how he got passed through his fears and frights. The way he being an aesthetic person ever live in this world and how he put the creativity in his videos make you guys be yourself and it helps me a LOT on increasing my self-esteem to talk infront of people, to get along with groups and to be myself although at first I can't.

He also talk about how to question ourselves even when a little and unnoticable thing we have to care about. He put the aesthetics in his video that make the video is something quality-like. Even when we have small amount of things, but we need to appreaciate their qualities and make them meaningful even it's little. Because everything that's made has hardwork. -from one of his videos.

His name is Connor Franta.
Connor Joel Franta and he's 24 now. He loves cats, coffee, Apple products and healthy diet lol.
He isn't perfect, like the other people but he is perfect to make as an idol and crush (actually he is my celeb crush but more like idol). He made videos about his lifestyle, funny skits, inspirational deep video and that's why I love him. He includes everything is his youtube channel and not just blabbing about stuff that meaningless. He's not only a youtuber, he's an entrepreneur and a writer of his good ol' book 'A Work In Progress'. And he's also gay. I know this gonna be a bit awkward but you still didn't know him. You have to watch his then to now videos and they're inspiring although he's gay. Well, maybe if he's gay you're gonna say "omg you literally like gay people are u srs??" , "how can you like people like that, ew" (In my society). Yes, I know this is against but he's also a human. And we are taking morals not bad things from that. If you keep your positive mind all the time then it's okay to just watch and not think negative. His 'Coming Out' video totally just hit 11 million views and that's crazy!

I'm not going to put about LGBTQ+ things in my blog but I'm just saying that I love him just because he is. I take good things that he'd show to us about little important things that we need to notice. I'm just saying that he's cute and we don't need to be serious at all times just to thought about negative things that he accidently put in his videos. He's inspirational and you need to watch his youtube channel. So, this was an introduction about him and I will put more about his case and achivements in my blog just to appreciate my crush. lol

No, I'm not serious on making this ( i seemed so serious haha)

go follow his snapchat : connorfranta

his youtube go subscribe!:

                                       https://www.youtube.com/user/ConnorFranta

his instagram: @connorfranta

his twitter: @connorfranta

okay so that's all!!! I told you this is just and introduction
 *smirks*

 my favourite inspiring video of him:

 

Sofea. xx

New Passions, New Things, New Life!

Hi

It's been a long time since I had not write my blog..
There's a lot of things happen and I'm currently busy (o yeah? Lie)

No srs.. I can't even write in this blog and almost forget abt this blog. I felt like I missed so many posts and I don't focus in here anymore. But I'm now 14 yrs old <3 Yess Happy Belated Birthday for Me ***. I can't believe that I've been writing this since 2013/2014 that's quite impressing, but as you wanna know I deleted a few posts cause thts soooo embarassing and next year, I'll be having my big examination and it's called PT3 (malaysians will know this) and that's a step for me to prove that I deserve what high schools when I'm 16 but, I'm still, not ready for it. I'm not ready for exams, friendships. STUFFS.

Another topic, well as a new coming teenager I'm quite pissed off about my puberty. Like, breakouts and acnes. It's bothering me a lot. But I know that one day I'm gonna get pass through this problem and I hate how my friends judge for my face and I sometimes felt a little bit not confident about how am I gonna look, my studies, presentations. So, I'm not an active girl if you wanna know. I'm so Introvert (if you don't know introvert is people that loses their energy when in crowd of people) yep, that's me tbh.

I guess if you wanna know about my interests and hobbies. Okay, first I'm gonna start with passion. Well it's not that passion on boys or anything. I honestly, swearingly (not that swear lol) admit that I'm a creative person. Not to brag, but I love sketching, making my own music but I don't use instruments. Sharing thoughts and making novels and stories. But, there's one problem I told you earlier that I am introvert. I can't show my talents out loud in the crowds cause I'm a personal type of person. And one thing that most people in my class knew abt my talents is on my sketchs. I have sketched my idols and celebrity crushes and I showed my friends about it and they told my teachers about my talents! I'm so happy but I"m shy and I don't know why/what's wrong with me lmao. If you guys wanna see my sketch I'm sorry cause I can't transfer the pictures right now but I'm trying my best to post it in this blog. Then my teachers asked me and my very very very talented few friends to draw and paint a mural at our school's hallway I'M SO EXCITED. We're currently just planning about this and trying to create a new club about art and photography ( talented maherians: PLEASE GIVE US SUPPORT on our art club!) : do report yourselves if you wanna join in this art club cause we are finding talented people in SMKDAM to show your talents. So the moral of this topic is show your truly selves and don't hide it from people cause we can't read people's mind and it's okay if you have flaws in anything you do just try to practice and learn about your passion and life. :)

So, I'm gonna continue writing this when I'm free
                                             
                             Here is my pic with my goodie friend

July,27th 2016

                              p/s: I'm the one with white uniform 

Sofea. xx

Sofea..sorry aq ceroboh blog kau..ni mse ictl aq bousan giller2 jdi aq try bkk blog kau..ehem2 cntik blog kau..hikss

#wearemaherians

by:Nur Alieya Natasha 

SAMBUNGAN -
Lepastu aku pun jalan je lah .. Sampai kat dataran Q , aku pun beratur . Tak faham jugak aku dengan suasana kat SMKDAM nih, sebab dia campur tak ikut tingkatan.. ada senior kat belakang aku -.- .. Segan lah jugak --".. tapi dah takdak pilihan aku pun ikut jerlah.. but NEVERMIND !!.. hehe...Guru guru pun berucap kat sana nak bincang pasal baju uniform and maulidurraaul tu lahh.. Then kitorang get ready nak p kat surau untuk solat hajat perdana.. memang ramai ngatt orang .. hehe
biarlah..bila dah solat, aku and all student diarah kan tunggu dalam dewan untuk persembahan nasyid and another taklimat sementara tunggu ustaz yang dijemput nak beri sedikit information tentang rasulullah  .. bila cikgu tengah taklimat tuh, ada sorang budak perempuan nih bersin ..kuat sungguh 'volume' dia sampai cikgu yang berucap tu pun dengar.. dahlah lucu pastu kuat suaranya ..satu surau gelak sakan .. Hahahaha .. aku pun nak tergolek dengar budak tu bersin .. kahkahkah.. okey2 ..then,ustaz yang kena jemput tu datang n beri ceramah tentang cerita rasulullah .. bila dah habes JAMUAN !!.. lauk daging :3 .. nasib bukan goat xD .. panjang barisan nk beratur dia..kopius aku ..bila dah ,makan-makan , solat zohor pulak :) .. lepas solat tu ada akak senior nk salam ngn aku (i mean dy nk cium tangan aku :0) besaq sangat kah aku nih ,ramai orang ingat aku form 2 thu dakk.. hmm..aku tak sangka nuh baru pukul 2.00 petang aku balik pukul 3.00 petang ..lama ngatt tunggu parents aku..T_T rugi aku tak call parents aku awal awal nak ambil aku pukul 2.00 ..tk pepasal kena tunggu lama lama ..

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Bila dah dapat lima A .. boleh la pilih sekolah mana-mana yang kita impikan! Erk. Aq sekolah Smk Dato Ahmad Maher ja *^* very ordinary... nak thu tak apa yg aku lalui kat sana selama 2-3 minggu kat sini (still form 1) sakai ann -,- ... okeyla btw aq dh nak crita nih.. sori but orientasi tu aku tak crita lah ^_^

first day masuk kelas . memang gila awkward aq time tuh ...school mate semua kelas lain..yg tinggalnya hanya aq ngn budak2 sk lain.. T_T wuuu sedih gila.. tapi aq ada dapat sorang kawan nihh.. memang sama gila perangai dia mcm aku .. hahaha tk sesangka ann.. tapi dia lagi cantik dari aq ...her name is Syara .. sweet name ..  xmau aq nk gtau nama penuh dia :3 .. kekadang aq malas gila nak type banyak banyak nih ..hehe ramai yang sombong >< ada lah terasa sikit ngn prangai tah pape diorang tu .. bila aku tanya bukan nak jawab pastu wat tak tau pulak.. sakit je hati.. Bila aku tengah buat homework, ada dua orang budak nih mengalihkan tumpuan aku, memang perangai macam orang tak berapa nak betul je =_='

Duduk ganggu orang buat homework.Kelas aq kedua daripada lapan kelas kot mengikut aliran bahasa .. Aku ambik bahasa Jepun! ada dua kelas 1,2 .. aku kelas pertama dalam aliran manakala yang kelas yang pertama daripada lapan kelas tu kelas aliran bahasa arab.. Ok ni dah macam lari topik je, BACK TO THE TOPIC .. diorang dua tu ganggu budak budak perempuan -_- x sangka eh ada budak segatal tu (sekolah aku takdak pun) tanya nama lah ,number phone lah .. terrible terrible.. aku ade la terasa skit sebab bila aku nak bergaul ja .. depa tak layan aku (cuba bayangkan ?!) dekit sungguh hati nih tapi aku tengok depa semua macam nerd je (aku pun) pretending like a nerd person -_- semata-mata nk bergaul ngn depa...dahlah aq jenis Introvert ( hilang konfiden bila ramai orang tak kenal) mcm mana la aku nak bergaul ngan diorang T-T huhu.. today hari maulidur rasul peringkat sekolah.. pastu aku ni takdak baju kurung nak dipakai..so, guna jer laa baju kurung kepunyaan bonda ku .. baju kurung aku memang jarang beli ..asyik asyik beli baju casual je .. hehe .. pastu baju kurung tu ada manik2 (yang over) -_- then dah takdak pilihan nak pkai baju , aku pun pakai laa baju kurung bonda ku itu.. bila sampai sekolah ..aku nak lintas jalan pastu ada empat lima orang cikgu yang tunggu murid depan pagar sekolah.. bila aku nk lintas tu ... aku tak perasan pulak ada kereta cikgu blakang aku -_- pastu cikgu cikgu pun tegur aku 'hei budok! kereto tuh..' aku pun senyum je (fake smile -_-) dah nak buat apa.. aku tak biasa ngan susana macam ni..al maklumlah form 1.. pastu cikgu pun cakap 'amboi baju lawa dari cikgu tu!' malu aku -_- depan senior senior pulak tuh.. aku pun blahh .. malu siott.. aku pun naik kt kelas tingkat 4 ..erk ...penat-penat aku naik ..ada orang ejek aku hitam -_- ( i hate that kid) nak je aku kasi pelempang free kat muka dia.. pastu kasut aku pun ter- jatuh kt tangga nasib tak jauh .. (cinderella) xD haha .. dah tunggu lama lama ada anouncement kena berkumpul kat dataran Q .. pastu aku pun pergi sana lak..kain aku tu dhla labuh ngatt xD almost slipped kat tangga aku tu nasib Syaf tolong aku (classmate yang comel) hehe satgi aku sambung balik ..dah TO BE CONTINUED ~

 BEST FRIENDS FOREVER -:
 

 - Dah genap 1 bulan berpisah dengan yang tersayang , Syaidatul, Syamimi, Alieya, Shasha .. I miss them very much.. Nanti bila dh pergi sekolah lain tu dah lupa lh dkt diri saya ni ='( .. Nanti semua dah berpisah pergi SBP,SRK,KRK dn sekolah-ii biasa, It's Hard To Forget What We Love .. Especially my BFF's not Bad Friend Forever but Best Friend Forever .. kenangan2 semua tak boleh nk lupakan T_T huhu ~

                                               waktu dalam kelas 4 Terbilang =')

5 Terbilang =")

N' ofcouse budak2 5A's ^_^

  Jasa2 guru pun saya tidak akan lupakan,Alhamdulillah sebab dapat keputusan yang cemerlang and sekolah yang terbaik =') 

Guru,kau bagaikan pelita yang menerangi hidupku 

I ❤ U 

Hi,blog..

Setelah tamat menjawab kesemua soalan soalan UPSR..Tiba masanya keputusan keluar

pada mulanya saya ingatkan saya akan mendapat 4A .. Namun,berkat doa ibu dan bapa , guru-guru,rakan-rakan dan ahli keluarga,saya telah berjaya mendapat 5A dalam UPSR pada tahun 2014, saya memang tidak dapat nak bayangkan macam mana perasaan bila impian yang selama ini saya impikan menjadi NYATA ... Alhamdulillah, syukur kehadrat Ilahi kerana telah memberikan saya peluang untuk berjaya.Doa yang saya bacakan dalam akhirnya termakbul juga.. 

Alhamdulillah ^_^